1st day of Kindergarten..where you should be...........  / Vicki Mach
Oh Josh how I wish you could be sitting in Kindergarten today with Kailey and your classmates!!  Your mommy should have tears in her eyes today from sending you to kindergarten not wishing she could! I cried enough sending Kailey today, I can not imagine how much your family misses you!!  For me...please keep a watchful eye over your classmates and escpecially the one named Kailey!  WE MISS YOU SO!!!!!!!!!  Close

Kindergarten / Mommy
I've been thinking so much about what should be your 1st day of kindergarten, wishing you were here so I could cry because you're going, not because you're already gone.  Loving you more & more everyday little buddy---oh how I dream you were still here. Close

You are remembered  / Mommy
Somebody asked me how many children I had the other day and as I said that I have a son who is in Heaven Alexis chimed in "yeah baby Josh" before I had the chance to tell her your name.  Your sisters love you so much and I am so proud that they talk about their Baby Josh.  Your memory lives on in the hearts of so many, you will never be forgotten. Close

Hugs and kisses  / Bianca
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Good Morning Josh!  / Jessie Kilian's Mom


Thinking of you Josh and your family!

Sending my love-

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THinking of you Josh!  / Jessie

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Goodnight dear Josh!  / Jessie
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Remembering you this Memorial Weekend!  / Jessie
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We carry you with us wherever we go!  / Mommy
Today when we were shopping I said to Alexis that you should be sitting next to her in the truck and she giggled and said, but he would be a baby.  It was such an innocent comment----that is how your sisters know you-----you're our baby Josh!  We are so full of love for you little man!! Close

Thinking of you yesterday Angie!  / Jessie Kilian's Mom
A Mother's Day Wish From Heaven
By Jody Seilheimer

Dear Mr. Hallmark,
I am writing to you from heaven,
and though it must appear
A rather strange idea,
I see everything from here.

I just popped in to visit,
your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother,
as this day for her is hard.

There must be some mistake I thought,
I saw every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card,
from a child who lives in heaven.

She is still a mother too,
no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands,
but oh the tears she's cried.

I thought that if I wrote you,
that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now,
I still love my mother so.

She talks with me, and dreams with me;
we still share laughter too,
Memories are our way of speaking now,
would you see what you could do?

My mother carries me in her heart,
her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me,
sometimes far into the night

She plants flowers in my garden,
there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents,
trying to ease their pain as well.

So you see Mr. Hallmark,
though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way to remind her
of her wondrous worth.

She needs to be honored,
and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.

Thank you Mr. Hallmark,
I know you'll do your best
I have done all I can do;
to you I'll leave the rest.

Find a way to tell her,
how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself,
when she joins me in eternity. Close

Thinking of you  / Jessie
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Thinking of you  / Mommy
I thought a lot about what you would look like today if you were still with us - with Alexis needing glasses I wondered if you would of needed them too.  I would of loved to of bought you glasses.  You are lovingly remembered in every moment of everyday.  

Please be with your grandma as she is going through this very difficult time and let her know that you are with her - let her feel your presence and warmth.  I know that you are keeping her safe.  Loving & missing you always.

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Thinking of you Josh!  / Jessie

You are so missed!!!!!  Always remembering you!  Send your family a special hug and kiss from you today!

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Happy Easter Josh! You are so missed!  / Jessie

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Missing You  / Mommy
The other night Emma came into our room to sleep and I knew it was Emma just by the sound of her breathing and I was overcome with sadness to realize that I didn't have that with you and never would -  I will never hear the sound of your footsteps sneaking into our room or the sounds of you breathing  and so many other things that so many people take for granted.  It's something that seems just so simple, but something that I so desperately want and can't have.   As we approach another holiday without you please know that you are missed & loved so very, very much and your memory will live on FOREVER.  Life will never be the same. Love you Josh! Close

o orry  / K.
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Nighty Night Dear Josh!  / Jessie
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Good Morning Josh!  / Jessie
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Josh- you are so special, and will never be forgotten!  / Jessie
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Thinking of you today Josh!  / Jessie Kilian's Mom
 Thinking of you today Josh.  I saw this and thought of you!  I am sure you would love Spiderman!

Wishing you were here, and I knew you! Send all your love to your family!  They miss you so badly!

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